going through my valiums at the prescribed maximum. so much pressure. did not anticipate this and asked the new prescription for next tuesday *head desk* I can’t…I just can’t. I took 300mg lyrica in the morning, 2 valiums and soon a third, in an hour or so I take 150mg lyrica and I sleep with 10mg Stillnox/Stella. And I’m just coping. I think I would just fall apart without all these sedatives.
You’d think someone with that much medicine in them would be noticably inebriated, but no. It’s when I don’t have my medicine I seem like a person who’s been doing coke for a week without sleep.
Well..I’m glad the healthcare system is still willing to help the doomed. Got some moralizing “you did it with intent! you deserve 3 years, medicine won’t fix a legal problem” but they also understood that I was losing my mind and I have serious panic attacks all the time. *sigh* I just wish this all would go away.
Day at a time. only way to go about this.
got 2 collection letters, 1 from wastewater management (670€) whom’s bills I have accidentally ignored for four months, 1 from goverment concerning my cannabis case. (3500€) needless to say I can’t pay either. My neighbor keeps making excuses to pay and I’m trying to fix things with social office and wastewater bill, but I have only until tomorrow. Also me and my better half are appealing to the 3 years for me and 2 years 11months sentence for her.
No one seems to be answering their phone or emails in social office and the neighbor won’t answer his, concerning his debt.
My lawyer told me to ignore the bill from the court until it goes to collection agencies and make a deal with them. I so don’t want to deal with all this bullshit the sociopathic Finnish goverment is throwing at me.